August 2025

Exonerate Him

Free him  I recently completed a TRE exercise https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8Iw1Z8lolc and realized I am gay.  I feel free-er than I ever have before. I highly recommend – the real you is there, but you just want to let her out – that is the most freeing feeling! If it is freeness that you are feeling, let go!

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Breadth & Depth

Life is full of choices where you either say yes or you say no. You wanna work in finance? You say yes or no. A lot of the time, we can go deeper or broader. Deeper can mean boring and sloggish, and broader can mean fun & novel. Now, deeper gets results. You go deeper,

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Sex

Lifting feels so fucking good – I look at myself as sexy as when I was in my early 20s – the feeling of everything in my body moving towards the direction of sex

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Severed

When you put your full soul into something, it is amazing how it turns out. How am I doing it? By optimizing for survival and then glorymaxxing. I am glorymaxxing now. This is my life now. Man, the things we have done, we will write about: I gave $50k to my dad. Much more to

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Creating Fun

The biggest pivot of the week comes from nexting lifting on Wednesday – by far the best decision I’ve made. Now, it would be great to play basketball in the morning – I was shooting for yoga, but alas, so we pivoted and created a much better solution of balling – this might even et

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Back Live

At long last, the blog is up. It absolutely sucks, but it is in a condition where I feel comfortable adding to it and letting it roll. At some point, I would like to update this so it doesn’t look grotesque, but at least it is complete. Man, now we can let the ball roll.

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Sad

This blog thing is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I don’t know why it’s so hard to pick a few things I like, and create a connection between my soul and the world through these things. The blog is a big one. I wonder if I will need to create my own website so

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